Chapter 13 : Obsession

My obsession for writing has started once again.
It's as if I could only put my feelings into words.
By the end of the day, the one getting hurt is me.
Again, me.
But I'm over that.
When I said I was like a stone, I really meant it, and I definitely feel like it.
It's like nothing could break me down right now.
So don't even try.

Chapter 12 : Welcoming the New Year

It's already been a year.

I've grown, you've grown, everybody has grown.

I miss my old self.

The one that was able to love unconditionally.

Now, I don't even know what love is.

I've given up on it completely.

But, there's more to life.

At least I have my friends, my passion, my dancing, my music, and my work.

I hope for this new year to be good.

Pls.

Chapter 11 : Walking on glass, barefooted.

A lot has happened since I last updated.

But the most hurtful thing was Jonathan's death.

It was a devastating moment but I know we'll make it through rite?

Another thing was, hurting him.

I know I'm a bitch.

I'm so sorry.

I can't be that girl for you.

I'm just, not worthy of you.

You're a great guy, nice, caring, and the list goes on.

Guys like you, shouldn't linger on girls like me.

In the end, I always end up hurting you to a limit that I can't explain.

Why do you stay?

Why?

Just leave.

Please.

I don't want to hurt you anymore.

I'm sorry....


Shiki

Chapter 10 : How fragile Life is...

Baby Jonathan, or whatever your decided name will be.

Please, just please, be strong.

We are all praying for you.

We will not lose hope, I pray you won't too...

Please don't give up and please be strong....

Please.

God, just please be with us....

Chapter 9 : The Ugly Turth & Dinner At Nippon Yataimura

We had dinner earlier on at Nippon Yataimura before we watched The Ugly Truth.

Service was really bad as food came really late, but I have to admit, the food was good!


Inari, one of my favorite on-the-belt side dishes.

My Unagi Bento. Sigh

And here comes the higlight of the night!

The Ugly Truth was amazingly funny and fun. =)

Sure teaches us ladies, and gentlemen a few stuffs about dating, huh?

I loved it.

For those who haven't watched it yet, I highly reccommend it!


Shiki