A lot has happened since I last updated.
But the most hurtful thing was Jonathan's death.
It was a devastating moment but I know we'll make it through rite?
Another thing was, hurting him.
I know I'm a bitch.
I'm so sorry.
I can't be that girl for you.
I'm just, not worthy of you.
You're a great guy, nice, caring, and the list goes on.
Guys like you, shouldn't linger on girls like me.
In the end, I always end up hurting you to a limit that I can't explain.
Why do you stay?
Why?
Just leave.
Please.
I don't want to hurt you anymore.
I'm sorry....
Shiki
But the most hurtful thing was Jonathan's death.
It was a devastating moment but I know we'll make it through rite?
Another thing was, hurting him.
I know I'm a bitch.
I'm so sorry.
I can't be that girl for you.
I'm just, not worthy of you.
You're a great guy, nice, caring, and the list goes on.
Guys like you, shouldn't linger on girls like me.
In the end, I always end up hurting you to a limit that I can't explain.
Why do you stay?
Why?
Just leave.
Please.
I don't want to hurt you anymore.
I'm sorry....
Shiki



